clear my head

today has just been so hetic so has this last week everything has been going on me and my mates have been so busy with meetings
ive just had me and sj on my mind all week and whether were gunna work. its really hard to have a girlfriend who i dont see not talking to much at the moment and seem to be drifting apart from. its really hard with the distence but not much we can do about that i just hope we last but to do that we have to find a way to see each other more.

injured my leg and can hardly walk hope its better by tomoz with our game
got exam tomoz so stressed
i love sj so much i just dont know if were gunna work hope we do but we have to see each other more and talk more because it doesnt feel good like this xxxx

im so tired so im going to bed and i need to sort this out long blog but at least my head is clear

i wish

I just wish everything was easier and life was simple
its time like these i wish i was just with sj with her arms around me
i just wish i could get out of here for a bit give me time to think

sj seems really distant with me and it feels like last time and i just cant lose her again

anyway chemistry tomoz and training for the 800 metres i miss sj more then anything in the world right now wish we didnt have the distnece between us

i love you babe and that will never change
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together forever
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football day

Just read sjs blog lol im soz about all the one word texts babe and us not talking as much recently we have both just been really busy with exams and now its the world cup lol but we will start talking more i promise.

i got my football scholership game today so that should be good hopefully ill play well
then im getting dragged of with mates then back here dont know if ill be able to talk to sj tonight because shes having a bbq and england are playing but u know the kick off is at19.30 so we might talk before then.

i love her so much i just cant wait to see her again and just hold her and kiss her she is all i want and more and hopefully it wont be long till we can be together again xxx

i love you babe and nothing will ever change that
im yours forever babe
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exam

today was so funny when we were just mucking around doing nothing when we were supposed to be revising and talking about sj lol it was awesome

i love her so much had an hour on the phone to her today it was awesome lol
i cant wait to see her again it will be amazing i love her more then anything cant wait to see her
tomoz will be so funny lol hopfully tomoz lunch wont be a repeat of today lol because that was just bad lol

i love you babe xxxxxxxx

my baby

i cant wait to see sj again it will be so amazing to hold her close and kiss her again

today was so funny at lunch antony and alex trying to climb the tree and the branch snapping dr melvin went mental saying they were wrecking the envioment and vandalising the tree lol

i love so more the anything
the fact i want to marry her and have kids with her is the most sure ive been about anything in my whole life lol love you babe xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

sometimes life is tough and confusing

Today was just so boring
all we did was revise and sit around lol my mates today trying to chat up those girls they got some disgusted looks

i just wonder if im one of the things shes confused about because we live so far apart i knew it would be hard and im just hoping we dont fall apart like last time because it all started like this

i got footy tomoz just dont feel like it right now

love you hunny xxx

missing my baby

i had quite a good day with all the water fights and the singing and the sunbathing on the beach and all the debates about mine and sjs wedding

lol adam was so funny when antony knocked him into the sea and he started screaming about how his clothes were only hand washable and how they cost him loads of money

i miss her so much just wish she was here i cant wait to see her again it will be amazing and so fun to have her lips on mine and to just hold her in my arms

amazing few days

The last few days have been truely amazing ive spent them with sj just talking walking hand in hand and kissing and its been incredible i really cant wait to see her again
shes so amazing shes kind caring loving gorgeous and an amazing kisser i love kissing her..

have to go out with mates tomoz lol getting dragged to the beach apparently seeing as sjs not here anymore i have no excuse to not go lol but it should be fun talking about how amazing it was to have sj down i cant wait till i see her again

lol so annoying today falling into the thorn bush and through on to the barbed wire have a big cut on my back now but it will heal

i love you babe
forever and a day
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