sports day

i love sj so much she is everything to me she makes me so happy
she is perfect from her kisses to her smiles to everything else she does
shes kind gorgeous funny kind caring loving and mine and im glad she is
i am hers for the rest of my life she is all i have ever wanted and more

sports day was great today i won the 100m, 400m and came third in the 800m we also one they footy
i broke the school record for the 800m i did it in 2mins 10 secs
and the record was 2mins 16secs

im off to wales tomoz wish i wasnt wont be able to talk to sj online for a week ill text her all week though
and then its do it for real
then camping with adam that will be such a laugh we will have an amazing time lol
he better not do what he did last time and move my sleeping bag with me in out side and then unzip it
i woke up freezing and blue lol

i love my baby so much
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my baby

I have defo never been this happy sj is so amazing shes kind funny gorgeous amazing and the all round most perfect girlfriend anyone could wish for.
i really hope me and sj last now and people dont try spliting us up again because were ment to be and i couldnt live without her.

were getting sponserd by JD sport if they like how we play wednesday and friday which means our players will actully get paid and get kits paid for.

i know its ages away but i have how im going to propose to sj all planned out now
and ive got her birthday present for this year planned

i love you baby
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clear my head

today has just been so hetic so has this last week everything has been going on me and my mates have been so busy with meetings
ive just had me and sj on my mind all week and whether were gunna work. its really hard to have a girlfriend who i dont see not talking to much at the moment and seem to be drifting apart from. its really hard with the distence but not much we can do about that i just hope we last but to do that we have to find a way to see each other more.

injured my leg and can hardly walk hope its better by tomoz with our game
got exam tomoz so stressed
i love sj so much i just dont know if were gunna work hope we do but we have to see each other more and talk more because it doesnt feel good like this xxxx

im so tired so im going to bed and i need to sort this out long blog but at least my head is clear

i wish

I just wish everything was easier and life was simple
its time like these i wish i was just with sj with her arms around me
i just wish i could get out of here for a bit give me time to think

sj seems really distant with me and it feels like last time and i just cant lose her again

anyway chemistry tomoz and training for the 800 metres i miss sj more then anything in the world right now wish we didnt have the distnece between us

i love you babe and that will never change
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together forever
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football day

Just read sjs blog lol im soz about all the one word texts babe and us not talking as much recently we have both just been really busy with exams and now its the world cup lol but we will start talking more i promise.

i got my football scholership game today so that should be good hopefully ill play well
then im getting dragged of with mates then back here dont know if ill be able to talk to sj tonight because shes having a bbq and england are playing but u know the kick off is at19.30 so we might talk before then.

i love her so much i just cant wait to see her again and just hold her and kiss her she is all i want and more and hopefully it wont be long till we can be together again xxx

i love you babe and nothing will ever change that
im yours forever babe
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exam

today was so funny when we were just mucking around doing nothing when we were supposed to be revising and talking about sj lol it was awesome

i love her so much had an hour on the phone to her today it was awesome lol
i cant wait to see her again it will be amazing i love her more then anything cant wait to see her
tomoz will be so funny lol hopfully tomoz lunch wont be a repeat of today lol because that was just bad lol

i love you babe xxxxxxxx

my baby

i cant wait to see sj again it will be so amazing to hold her close and kiss her again

today was so funny at lunch antony and alex trying to climb the tree and the branch snapping dr melvin went mental saying they were wrecking the envioment and vandalising the tree lol

i love so more the anything
the fact i want to marry her and have kids with her is the most sure ive been about anything in my whole life lol love you babe xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

sometimes life is tough and confusing

Today was just so boring
all we did was revise and sit around lol my mates today trying to chat up those girls they got some disgusted looks

i just wonder if im one of the things shes confused about because we live so far apart i knew it would be hard and im just hoping we dont fall apart like last time because it all started like this

i got footy tomoz just dont feel like it right now

love you hunny xxx

missing my baby

i had quite a good day with all the water fights and the singing and the sunbathing on the beach and all the debates about mine and sjs wedding

lol adam was so funny when antony knocked him into the sea and he started screaming about how his clothes were only hand washable and how they cost him loads of money

i miss her so much just wish she was here i cant wait to see her again it will be amazing and so fun to have her lips on mine and to just hold her in my arms

amazing few days

The last few days have been truely amazing ive spent them with sj just talking walking hand in hand and kissing and its been incredible i really cant wait to see her again
shes so amazing shes kind caring loving gorgeous and an amazing kisser i love kissing her..

have to go out with mates tomoz lol getting dragged to the beach apparently seeing as sjs not here anymore i have no excuse to not go lol but it should be fun talking about how amazing it was to have sj down i cant wait till i see her again

lol so annoying today falling into the thorn bush and through on to the barbed wire have a big cut on my back now but it will heal

i love you babe
forever and a day
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6 days

its only 6 days till i see sj and i cant wait it will be amazing and so incredible i love her more then anything

i cant belive it today after school me and adam were walking through the english block and we got bored so stood at oppisite ends and chucked a tennis ball to each other and DR melivn walked out of a class room as this year 11 took a throw and hit him in the face so me and adam just dived in to empty class rooms and burst out laughing

love you babe forever
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good day

I love sj she is so amazing and makes me so happy i cant wait to see her it will be amazing



Today was so funny with the RE exam that teacher after woulds saying to alex how did he find it and he goes easy so she asked him what he wrote about and he said relious crap none of its true her face she went mental lol



when we were sunbathing and alex lay down and then he rolls over and fell down the hill and antony goes look this is how you do it lay down and the seagull pooed in his mouth his face was the hilight of the day



i wrote sj another poem so ill give it to her now

love you hunny

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amazing day

I had such a good day today had 9 massive water fights and went zorbing lol

dans face when we were going down the hill and he fell over he looked like he was gunna cry



that last water fight was so funny till they all ganged up on me i was winning for about 25mins then they grabbed me pinned me down and tipped 6 buckets of water over my head lol



i cant wait to see sj it will be so amazing to spend some time with her and to have her in my arms

im still trying to think of a prezzie for her lol while avoiding reviseing for tomoz



i love you babe cant wait to see you

together forever and a day

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11 days

My baby theres only 11 days till we see each other and i cant wait it will be amazing i just love you so much and it will be amazing to spend time with you

got footy tomoz lol and singing and my biolagy exam

going to be so great to see sj lol im so glad were together and cant wait to see her

love you babe xxxxxxxxxx

perfect babe

Sj sent me a well cute email i just love her so much
lol i will always want her no matter what
cant belive she found me annoying at first i fell in love with her
straight away

got lots of football tomoz love my baby
cant wait till half term

short post love you huny

sailing

Sailing was awesome lol all of us having to sail up to a point climb out our boat run grab a flag and sail back
but matt nicked all our boats so we had to swim after him lol so cold
it was fun though

i love sj more the anything i cant wait to see her just wish louis and other people would leave her alone and stop upsetting her id love to hit him

cant wait to see you hunny together forever i promise
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singing

Omg today was so funny when we were performing and i fell off the the stage and said oh crap forgeting i had a mic in my hand lol
Adams face when that 12 year old came up and asked him to dance and then after that she asked seb and he said no and nearly made her cry so adam hit him to make her feel better

i love sj so much lol when they started dancing i walked out lol but im gunna end up dancing with sj apparently lol
but i cant dance so
i cant wait to see you hunny it will be amazing

love you

sleepover

Last night was so funny on the trampoline at 1.30 in the morning and adam and jesse jumping into each other sacking each other and crying
cant belive adam screaming when we went into the woods that he was scared and wanting to get out lol so we turned the torches off and told him we were lost

today was good going to weymouth lol

miss sj like crazy cant wait to see her it will be incredible
bring on half term

hope you better soon babe
love you hunny
together forever
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hmmmmmmmm

today was awesome cant belive atoney hitting out headmaster with the football on purpose
i cant belive it in science i blew up my teachers mobile lol that was funny

i miss sj so much i cant wait to see her
seeing her smile makes me so happy it unbliveable and hearing her say i love you is even better

i love her so much just wish she wasnt upset
i feel bad for distracting her from her exams but she loves it so im not stopping

sleepover with mates tomoz should be fun
ring sj lol
hear her amazing irresistable voice

love you baby im yours forever

long time

Its been ages since i posted lol so i thought i would do one now
I had a great night yesturday at hairsparay it was incredible and so fun lol
today at school was awesome alex and me playing tennis in pe instead of playing the match we were seeing who could hit the maths block window lol or who could hit adam down on the field i got it throught the maths block open window and hit adam in the eye

i cant wait to see sj it will be amazing
just wish people would stop saying it wont last its really annoying
all ive ever wanted is to feel this way and be this happy

i love you so much babe
together forever
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my perfect girl

I cant belive how lucky i am to have such a perfect a girl she is all i want and need and more i can never lose her because i could never live with out her
she makes me so happy and secure and i cant wait to see her and have her in my arms
half term will be brilliant to spend time together i love her so much and i always will

footy tournemount tomoz hopefully we will win
then going to the cinema lol

i love you sj with all my heart
together forever hunny
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26 days

not long now till i get to see my baby it will be a perfect few days and will be great to see her

footy training was good 17 mates versus me and i beat them all lol got hacked out alot though and got really bruised legs and a bandaged ankle lol i love my baby so much cant wait to see her

had a good day with mates at school was so funny break in the libary adam looks at a book and shouts now thats in approiate and the teacher shouts from the other end of the room so shouting in here then every one was shouting and docter melvin walks in and the whole room goes really quiet lol

love you babe only 26 days xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

funny day

omg that was so funny in drama lol watching those 6 former girls doing the play jamie could take his eyes of one of them then some ones chair fell over and he jumped about a foot in the air and screamed lol

good trampolining comp and thinking of sj all day lol

love her so much
more trampolining tomoz
only 27 days left till i can see the most amazing person ive ever met
the person who inspires my heart and makes me happy
i love you babe xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

not long

not long till i get to see sj 28 days lol it will be brillant when i see her she is amazing and gorgeous and all i could ever want and more she is incredible
and by far the best girlfriend anyone could have im the luckiest boy of earth i can wait to see my baby it will be good

getting a trial for arsenal academy doubt i will get in though
trampolining compition tomoz should be fun
hopfully the training will have paid of havent done any the past week been to busy talking to my perfect gf
i love sj so much its unbeliveable lol i know we are forever and will be married

love you babe
together forever
eternity
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good day

i found out where sj was camping and its so close its about half a mile from where me and my mates always go out on our bikes it will be so cool to see my baby i love her more then anything and more then words can describe cant wait for half term

had a good day reffereeing today got a trophy because me and luke and kiera where the best 3 officals in the county this season so got picked to referee the cup final today and run the line lol

played pool today with my mates it was so funny when i played terry both seeing how crazy the shots we could do he ended up carrying on shooting properly he potted to balls in the time it took me to witn the game shooting with the cue behind my back lol

miss you like crazy sj not long till we see each other now
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the one

Im sure that sj is the one my futre wife and the person i want to be with for the rest of my life
she is truely amazing and i have never been this happy in all my life shes kind funny gorgeous loving caring and all i could ever want
and even better she loves me just a much which makes us so close and strong
i couldnt live without her and she feels the same

i know people say we rush and how do we know what we want at our ages
but i know what i want ive never been so sure about anything and even though im fifteen i know ive found the girl i want to be with forever and that she really is the one

love you babe
together forever
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my love

had a good convo with my baby on the fone today lol i love her more then anything in the world
i cant wait till half term till she comes down and i can see her
it will be amazing to hold her in my arms and kiss her
tomoz last game of the league but it will be good
and singing and i promised sj id sing to her should be fun

love you babe only 29 days left xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

hmmmmmmmm

got fouled so many times in footy and the ref ignored them all and sent me off for diving so i miss our next cup game so friday might be my last game and im just thinking about quitting football cause im getting so annoyed with our coach i cant find another team and i keep getting injured.

anyway time to talk about good stuff
i might be seeing sj in half term and it will be amazing but i think ive done somthing wrong cause shes ignoring me so

im so tired right now
i just wish sj was here love her so much xxxxxxxxxx

good day

today was so fun lol

pe first with alex play frisbee lol and the teacher made him run down the field when it went wrong lol

i cant belive i dropped my fone down a drain and alex and adam just went and ripped it up lol

i cant belive it sj might be camping near me next half term it will be so great to see her if i do lol love you so much babe and every minute of my life with you will be so amazing

love you babe i couldnt imagine anyone better to be my wife and spend the rest of my life with love youxxxxxxxxxxx

forever hunny no matter what

todays blog is going to be all about sj lol

i cant belive how much she means to me
she amazing gorgeous and i really could never live without her
im so lucky to have her she is the best gf anyone could ever want
im going to marry her one day because i can think of noone id rather spend the rest of my life with and im hers for forever no matter what
i promise to her that ill never leave her

love you babe no matter what xxxx

annoying day

Today was so annoying lol we had boring lessons and we had lots of cover teachers and they are all annoying

but food was classic alex just staring at miss morgan lol
when we were talking about who we wanted to marry he said her and every one started lauging accept me i held it in

t4 will be incredible with adam alex and jesse and i get to see sj and just hold her close
and kiss her if she wants lol

love you babe miss you so much
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footy

today was great lol all my mates at break were so funny our head teacher came down looking for people who didnt have there shirts in and ties up so all my mates just dived on the ground lol

t4 will be great hope i see sj there and get some pictures of us together

sj you are everything to me and more
and no matter what were together forever
we were all talking about marrige lol
and who we wanted to marry
i was the only one who was serious and sure
and thats sj

footy was awesome 2 goals an assist and man of the match and im now the talk of the school already news travels fast

love you babe you mean everything to mexxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

forever and a day

i had an amazing day today it was so fun lol

i cant belive adam and alex when i walked in they started a debate about whether we think sj is a good kisser or not it was pretty funny lol i said shes proberly amazing just like everything else
and they both said if shes at good at kissing as she is gorgeous she will be amazing

love my baby so much

rounders today was so funny we got to stay in till we went out i was the last to go half way through the lesson and i stayed on for the rest of it and got 52 rounders out of 56 balls lol

cant wait for t4 it will be amazing with my mates and seeing sj

love you babe and were gunna be together forever
meeting you was the best moment of my life and i want to spend
the rest of my life with you

first day back

today was so funny we have so many teachers from our school stuck places so we have been watching viedos all day

i love sj so much she is everything to me and more and ill never leave her

footy wednesday with collage scouts hopefully get offerd another scholership lol

t4 will be great with sj in my arms dancing with her and kissing her lol

love you babe xx

my baby

im so deeply in love with sj its unbeliveable she is all i think about 24/7 and all i wanna do is spend my days lying with her in my arms

spent time selling stuff on ebay

and practising my trampoling today helped my uncle move a chest of drawers and he dropped them on my finger lol love sj for life

cant wait for t4 it will be amazing seeing sj

love you babe

gd day

had a great day today spoke to sj so much and then went out singing and then hanging out with abbie claire other scott and michal
it was so good then went to adams gt some food from his barbecue and then went singing again then came home spoke to sj then trampolining lol

love sj so much and no one is coming between us this time

T4 is going to be awesome i get to see sj hopefully
and maybe some mates from london and friends from kilve

love you sj

my love

been a long time as i was on holiday lol was really weird and really missed talking to sj she is everything to me and more
and i really do trust her even though she thinks i dont
i love her so much and would do anything for her
id risk my life for her because without her im nothing
well im half way to bournemouth university i have a scholership to there or the university of california lol so defo bournemouth and even better sj is going there as well hopefully

love my baby so much and ill never leave you

and im soz about today xxx

missing my baby

im off on holiday tomoz and im looking forward to it cause it should be great fun lol but im gunna hate being unable to talk to sj she means the world to me and im so glad were together

i still think i was stupid to worry about losing her to louis she says she wont leave me and i belive her she loves me to much to be without me i think i just hope im right

footy is going well its gunna be annoying to not be able to train or do trampolining

today was so funny with terry/ben/jack/andy/phil/jorden/jonny/aaron trying to beat me on my own at footy i beat them all 8-0 lol they wernt to pleased

i cant wait to see sj and just hold her in my arms and lie together under the stars talk and kiss shes all i want

love you so much babe

long time

i havent written a blog in a long time because ive been so busy and been talking to sj alot

seriously this time my feelings for her are stronger then ever i cant belive this its so amazing how we r even with the distence im sure were gunna work we make each other smile and laugh and were ment to be and were both deeply in love just found out that i gt a trampoline tournement second week bk so that plus all my footy training will keep me occupied
in the time im nt talking to sj

not this pain again

its over again and the hole only just healed she is every thing to me but i wasnt what she wanted so i dont know what to do anymore
need to sort my head out
the only thing that makes this any eaiser is the fact that as least shes happy now and thats what i want

love you bbe and i always will just be happy

amazing girl

havent written in a while been really busy im back with sj and this time im gunna make sure i dont muck up because i failed last time she is everything to me and is the most amazing gf ever in the world and ill never leave her

heres a song of how i feel for her

love my baby i promise i wont muck up this time xxx

i cant take this again

the pain i felt when we split last time is coming bk and this time most of mates dont know because ive fallen out with them its only adam and antony and adam has his own problems.

as soon as i went offline last night i had to get out of the house made it as far as our woods then collapsed in pain and tears
came bk and cried myself to sleep but woke up screaming and crying twice
i then went out wiv antony and jazz swimming and had to keep everything hidden they have their own problems without worrying about me
me and antony then tried to play basketball and footy but i was really bad we then had out match with the team which i completly failed in
and now here i am holding in the tears talking to sj
and wondering how long i need to wait for the pain to end its at least 100 times worse then last time 100 times worse then anything ive ever felt and the more painful the i ever thought possible

sj i just want you to know i want you to be happy and ill always love you bbe

scott