the pain i felt when we split last time is coming bk and this time most of mates dont know because ive fallen out with them its only adam and antony and adam has his own problems.
as soon as i went offline last night i had to get out of the house made it as far as our woods then collapsed in pain and tears
came bk and cried myself to sleep but woke up screaming and crying twice
i then went out wiv antony and jazz swimming and had to keep everything hidden they have their own problems without worrying about me
me and antony then tried to play basketball and footy but i was really bad we then had out match with the team which i completly failed in
and now here i am holding in the tears talking to sj
and wondering how long i need to wait for the pain to end its at least 100 times worse then last time 100 times worse then anything ive ever felt and the more painful the i ever thought possible
sj i just want you to know i want you to be happy and ill always love you bbe
scott
Sunday, 28 March 2010
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